So what is the problem here? I am starting things in order to fill a void. I do not yet know what that void is, I am working on that. I have my suspicions.
So maybe THAT is what I have started-the journey to figure out what that void is. The finish line is way in the distance I am afraid.
For now, I should focus on finishing some of these projects. Maybe the time it takes to do that will give me the much needed time I need to sort out that void.